Sunday, August 06, 2006
` 12:58 AM
this wk was hell of a week. spent 4 days in beloved tekong island frm tues to fri doing ex wanderer and ex grandslam.mon went choa chu kang to do our drills. reached coy line at arnd 11 plus. by the time we finished packing our field packs and loading up the tunnels its arnd midnight alr.
wanderer was rather smooth. we managed to find all out checkpts in time and were the earliest detail to reach our night end pt. the only regret was that i din managed to navigate and lead my detail. or shall i say i cant be bothered. but overall its a ncie experience. u get to explore and see things that you nv see in other places haha.
grandslam was a rather redundant one. for 3 consecutive days. your repeating basically the same drills. its isnt as xiong as i thought it wld be. nxt wk will be ex nutcracker. hopefully i dont dig till my hands fall off haha.
you took a look at the things around you. you examine at the possession you have. some have rotten beyond recognition. some are in the state of rotting. some are still kept in gd condition. you decided to forego those relationship that are beyond your control. you weighed your options and tried to save those before you start to regret. i believe life is beginning to be like that. some relationship have faded away as time pass by. those friendship that you foolishly believed will stay strong has let you down. yet there are some relationship will remain strong no matter wad. you may be busy and struggling with your life but u know u can count upon such friends that will pull you through these hard times.
i have no idea y i suddenly feel a tinge of loneliness. maybe your going to begin your new phase of life. and im not really there to help you settle. maybe tats y. jus now you talked bout all the uni stuffs and im trying very hard to understand and comprehend.
i start to rekindle the love i had for east coast park. the scenery the atmosphere. the tranquility it offers me which no such places can. i shd go there often. i shd buy a bike and cycle there like i always do. maybe it will offer me solutions to my neverending little problems. anyone interested to cycle w me often?
we dint talk much yest cos your tired. but its alright. i know you cared and i appreciate that. thanks :)
im sorry i cant make it to the chalet. i think i will be more free frm nxt nxt wk onwards. we will contact agn and set up a time k?
hey kayan. hope everything is fine for you over there=). dun pretend you din receive my sms haha. my jacket!!!
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